A Requiem of Loyalties

The dreams of others are not our own
And silence fills our ears
Deep breath before the midnight meets the dawn
And the stars fall asleep
Waking words are not to be spoken
While levers trip the dam
Shall silence bring a crashing end
To all that I am?
Can wilderness blessings bring the fruit
I lost beneath the tree?
I cannot taste forbidden fruit,
No matter how it seems.
With each passing day I wonder,
Can infinity be complete?
Eternity inside my mind,
And heart's rhythms cannot beat.
Shadow and dawn, the night has come
I bid thee all farewell.
Death brings no less than sweetest song
Hid beneath the veil.
Dust I am, and forevermore,
But losing grows not short.
I dare not think what now may grow
When life I do abort.
I cannot take the silence pass
With music in my ears
Of joyous bells and song I bring
And yearning for the tears.
Tears I wish, and tears I get
They never shall run dry
While bleeding foes I over weep
And friends I do pass by.
I learn to know that all I am
Is merely passing shadow
Life is not a forever thing
I lay me in the meadow
Can one man pay the sin for all?
I know, I don't regret
Though doubts may come I always cling
To that which is my rock.
And nothing dear can ever break
Nothing ever block.
Come my friend, my foe, my fellow
The time has just begun
You must make your final choice;
To win, or to be won.